without a word just to see if anyone actually needs me. I’m starting to believe more and more that I’m just a burden to everyone in my life. That everyone just takes care me but no one truly cares. I dont contribute anything to any relationship, I’m just there for people to take care of cause I can’t do anything for myself. But I just cry all the time, I just hurt all the time, it is the biggest fight every morning to get out of bed. It is the biggest fight every day to live. And no one, not one person in my life can see that I am just not okay. 

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